I'm who I'm ^^

back from Bei Jing few days d~

honestly,i'm nt damn enjoy~but is ok for looking a new country for me~

其实我真的很难受，你们老实在说你们的事～我鬼知道什么鬼文化东西啊～！我鬼知道你们在干嘛～我为什么要跟你们酱～？我真的很生气，我硕其实我对这些东西一点都不感兴趣，凭什么我就一定要知道？？！！如果真的要谈独立思考，那么就让我真的明白～但是，我没有兴趣，就是没有兴趣～！！！还有，我们的大学本来就很不一样的环境～为什么要做比较？！！！如果你也一样呆在那里，你就会明白，什么都要自己来，所谓的学长姐的鸟东西～～什么都没有的迷茫感～～我不知道这些～为什么理想跟你们不一样就好象没出息？？！！！只是我选择的路不一样而已！！还有，为什么我一个月前回家跟一个月回来后还是一样乱的？！！我叫你们收拾下自己的地方而已，不用酱的态度对我的～结果最后我又必须做无谓的收拾，难道我回家就是不停的帮你们收拾而已啊？！！为什么我觉得在家还要比外面委屈啊？？！！自己的东西请自己收拾，不然就不要给我乱动～！！！在一堆垃圾中核查会很好过咩？！！懒到死～！！

突然想到，其实也不算～是因为刚刚聊到的关系～～嘿嘿～～

其实，我很讶异，这里要当老板的人很少，可能太习惯于以前大家都要当老板的关系吧～～

lalalalalalalalala~~~

actually we celebrate earlier yeh er birthday today~~happy birthday to her,we go changlun and non-stop chatting while waiting bus~~again,we take taxi back finally~~haiz~~because of the bus service here is toooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~haiz~~~but very enjoy while chatting with you all,maybe few year later what you all mention today will be the true~~~hahaha~really hope to see how that time~but please dont come so fast also~~~hahahaha

arg~~!!so nervous now~!the 1st time in U i cannot finish my subject,i know i should keep on study,but it cant in my brain also~so i'm very nervous~~!!

HELP~!!arg~~!!!i'm decreasing my target d,so dont so stress,but still nervous~!i want faster finish this paper~after this i think i can hander better~~

well,study~!!i know i can handdle it right..???

when i be so emphasize on my result..??it's abit unreasonable..??!!

I cannot affort da stress now~i'm going crazy if this kind of situation is continue~i'll be crazy~~is too many nite i sleep wit nitemare~~i dont like this~~i dream at my family bought a new house,then it was near cenmertry,only the 1st day we shafe ovr thy,aready many of ppl dead and pass by thr,summore 1 we even take part in their ceremony~~n gogo is disturbing~~so many ppl zhong qeh~i'm so worry~haiz~~this kind of dream is soooo~~~~n i'm feel bad nw~wanna cry~n jz cry~~my eyes is nt feeling well,i guess i'm try 2 avoid frm da text book~i wan 2 escape frm it~i dont like ppl mention abt i'm using my parents money~i'll try 2 nt use thier money as much as posible~actually i'm told them that i have my own ptptn,but u will nvr noe tat as a parent,she wont accept tat i'm independent wit nvr work,n she will worry abt tis~~n tis is a ways who let her 2 be feel gd~~if nt she will non-stop thking tat i'm no using money well~~~she mz thk tat i'm 'han han' use...by the way,mayb i'm realy useless~~~but PLEASE DONT MENTION ABOUT THIS TO ME AGAIN~!!!!

what going on with me..??!!how come i cant even hear my alarm clock any sound also~~!!omg~!i'm late for preparing the exam~luckily,they knock the door laughly~haiz~~ar~~!!!!but anywhere,is over the exam...nt doing well as i expected~haiz~nt preparing well,with no excuse...i'm confuse and quit lazy to find out the things d~!come back~!!still got 4 more paper to go~!!!!haiz~~~wake up~!!

by the way,today actually is quite relax after the exam..haha..watch 2 movie with sook ming~~i love Mcdull~!!!!he was soooo cute~~!!!

2nd paper is going start later~~haha,nw i'm doing my revision~

haiz~vrery tied for this few days~sometimes even dowan to speak at all~haiz~~

my money is stole by sombody~!!i dono who is doing this job~!!i got no idea with this~all of you telling me that it maybe is a person who close to me~`i mean atleast know what i always do~but~i found that i'm just like dono what to do~i am so scare~~haiz~~what should i do to her or him if i really know who is..??or maybe ask her(i think her is the highest propability) return back money to me..??atleast the rechargeble..??haiz~~i dono~i think we cant even find out anyone also~~and made the environment bad,all of us feeling bad~~haiz~~haiz~my whole month living expense gone~~what to do...??just can blame that careless mistake what i have done~ar~!!!!!!!!!!!!!but actually till now i'm just pretending nothing happen~~haiz~~heart bleading~i need to save money~cannot spend too much in this feature month aready due to travel after exam~and the planning dono work or nt also~haiz~~so disserpointed~but actually is aready expected about ban jiong case...?ya,y nt..??you know that this must be happend after we go to each other life~haiz~~i am not to say we dont have our own life but because yuou all are the days we together i'll miss you all so much~~why we cant just find time gather together just lie what we have done last time..??please dont tell me that what time pass we canot go back,ok..??just depend on the importanly in your mind~FINE~haiz~~misssssss~~~~angry~~~~ study~~~~~~useless i am~right now~~haiz~~~~

tomorow will be better, hope so~fight la~!