I'm who I'm ^^

I cannot affort da stress now~i'm going crazy if this kind of situation is continue~i'll be crazy~~is too many nite i sleep wit nitemare~~i dont like this~~i dream at my family bought a new house,then it was near cenmertry,only the 1st day we shafe ovr thy,aready many of ppl dead and pass by thr,summore 1 we even take part in their ceremony~~n gogo is disturbing~~so many ppl zhong qeh~i'm so worry~haiz~~this kind of dream is soooo~~~~n i'm feel bad nw~wanna cry~n jz cry~~my eyes is nt feeling well,i guess i'm try 2 avoid frm da text book~i wan 2 escape frm it~i dont like ppl mention abt i'm using my parents money~i'll try 2 nt use thier money as much as posible~actually i'm told them that i have my own ptptn,but u will nvr noe tat as a parent,she wont accept tat i'm independent wit nvr work,n she will worry abt tis~~n tis is a ways who let her 2 be feel gd~~if nt she will non-stop thking tat i'm no using money well~~~she mz thk tat i'm 'han han' use...by the way,mayb i'm realy useless~~~but PLEASE DONT MENTION ABOUT THIS TO ME AGAIN~!!!!